Worn. Out-dated. So not my taste, and too-long secured to walls that have been smudged, dented
and cracked by kids, dogs, life.
Time for change. The wallpaper has to go.
Time for change. The wallpaper has to go.
I heat water
and vinegar. I spray and soak. Tug and strip.
For seven
hours.
Wallpaper tears in bits and pieces.
Wallpaper tears in bits and pieces.
It's a slow, sticky job that requires the patience of a saint.
Which I have
not.
Except for
today. Today, I channel 'saint', because Ismael is waiting.
Patiently, he works and waits for walls to be stripped of gray paisley paper, and cleansed from gobs of pasty yellow muck.
Patiently, he works and waits to repair dents and cracks in the wall. To dip brush into paint, and spread color and vitality across a room that has long languished; dreary and neglected.
Patiently, he works and waits for walls to be stripped of gray paisley paper, and cleansed from gobs of pasty yellow muck.
Patiently, he works and waits to repair dents and cracks in the wall. To dip brush into paint, and spread color and vitality across a room that has long languished; dreary and neglected.
Ismael is
patient.
Fourteen
months in a concentration camp does that to a guy.
A decision
to remain with his ailing mother in a war-torn country led to his incarceration.
“Soldiers want
town for their people,” he tells me. “Men, boys, 15 to 50, they take to camp.”
“I see 3000
people. More. Executions. Every day. No one believe if
they do not see.”
I try not to
look horrified. Ismael continues, “I made to carry bodies. Throw over bridge into water. Family. Friends. Many, many people.”
Ismael
tells me about the civil war in Bosnia, about Serbian troops entering the region
to back the ethnic uprising. I cannot understand most of what he says, but I recognize
names like Karadzic and Milosevic. I
hear ‘ethnic cleansing’ and remember outrage in the mid-1990s over the mass
murder of tens of thousands of Muslim refugees.
Muslims like
Ismael.
Husband steps into
the room. He has brought lunch for me.
I offer some to Ismael. I have noticed that he smokes, but does
not eat.
Accepting a
plate filled with chicken and rice, he quietly says, “I no eat. Once a day only. You
know why?”
I shake my
head, afraid to ask. I have already learned too much.
“When I first
go to camp, I no eat. For 35 days. Water drink only. My stomach shrink so
small, I no eat anymore.”
I sit across
the room from Ismael. A ladder, a pail, two cans of paint, and a world of
experience separate me from a man who would have died in a concentration camp had
NATO not implemented a campaign of strategic air strikes on Serbian targets, taking
photographs of the camps where Holocaust-style atrocities were being committed.
We eat in silence.
I wonder what this man must think of our homes, our toys, our grocery stores
and government.
“Tell me
about ambassador,” he says.
I explain
that some assailants angered by an American-made film depicting the Prophet
Muhammad in an unflattering manner had killed an American Ambassador and his
aides who were on a diplomatic mission in Libya. We talk about protests in
Cairo and the Middle East. We discuss 911 and the senselessness of retaliating
against an entire country because of the actions of a few.
Ismael asks,
“What is religion for you?”
“I am
Catholic,” I answer.
“And I am Muslim,”
he says. “Same thing. Koran. Bible. Same thing. All begin with love of God.”
“And end with
love of neighbor,” I say.
“You
see? Same. In every religion,” Ismael
says. “So why we hate and fight each other?”
I smile at
Ismael. He hands me his plate and reaches for a can of paint and a brush.
Hours later,
I sneak into the freshly painted room, and discover walls that are so clean, bright, patched,
and perfect, they glow.
I watch Ismael reach from ladder to ceiling to paint the trim, and wish that he could brush light into his eyes.
I wish that he could repair the lines that etch his brow, and strip
the memories that haunt his soul.
I wish that lunch
with Ismael could inspire a simple film about a man and a woman who have nothing in
common, but work together to bring color and light to a place that has grown
stale and dark.
The characters speak a different language.
And practice
a different religion.
But they have
the same heart.
A simple concept. Would anybody watch?
QUING Hereby Decrees: It's simple. LOVE.
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